Two years and no blogging

The last two years have been quite dramatic for me, but I didn't realize how dramatic until this evening. I have just ended a relationship back on February 10 when I found out my boyfriend was having an affair... I said to him "Don't contact me and don't come home" and I moved out within 7 days. Today is June 14, 2011...I remember the hour I found out and the pain I experienced. The emotional pain was so bad I had physical pain... I have NEVER experienced that in my life.

I loved this man more that I knew I did. Things were not perfect by any means but we were connected emotionally and I felt I loved him. I still love this man but I can't be with him. He is not good for me. I cannot turn off these feelings and I will probably ALWAYS have a love that is as deep as it is but I have to learn to recover from it. Apparently it is like a drug.

The pain I was feeling was more of a grief that the relationship was really over. Tonight I had words with the women that had the affair with my BF. She seems to think that she is just a poor innocent bystander. SHE ISNT.. she made a conscious choice to help destroy a relationship. I am not saying that my BF was not at fault but she has some culpability also, and the fact that she knew me, in my opinion, makes it worse.

Thank You!

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I am curious about others that follow LOA!

You want to fill yourself so full of appreciation of what's coming that you don't notice that it hasn't come...that's the key.

Something Exciting!

The LOA is just amazing and awesome. I need to give some personal heads up on what is happening with my life because of LOA.

Last month was a pretty amazing month... We did not have the funds to pay our rent. but I knew I needed to use LOA to have our rent paid.

I jumped on one of the forums that has a Wouldn't it be nice game. I stated wouldn't it be nice if our rent was paid. We were already 15 days late. Within two hours of my posting that statement, I got a response from Norway, asking if the woman could pay our rent. I almost fell out of my chair, it wasn't the funds it was the fact that my request was filled... and from Norway out of the blue...

I know that some that read this blog do not understand LOA and that's OK, hopefully you will and then you will free yourself of the dependency on what is instead of what you want.

In August, I decided I wanted to have Weight Loss Surgery but wasn't sure if my insurance would cover it. As I did my research, I found that yes, my insurance did cover it. This was a request I threw out to the Universe. The amazing this is... I threw it into the universe without thinking and then when the ball started rolling I remember saying I was going to do this!

On Monday, I went to see the doctor that I picked. I really liked him and he was very informative.

On October 22, I attend a Weight Loss Surgery Prep class. Once I have completed that and the doctors office has all my paperwork they will submit for approval.

I am very excited because weight is something that I have fought with my whole life. Tired of fighting with it! I am looking forward to my new life, new look on food and how it affects my body.

As things move forward I will post pix of Now and post my weight and then as I go through the procedure I will post the progress. I am VERY excited about doing this!

The list I am posting is something I plan on starting to do, starting today!

"I'll figure it out as I go"...

"Look how well I'm doing"...

"The Universe adores me"...

"The Universe is yielding to me"...

"There is not a reason for me to worry"...

"When I worry its patterns of old thought"...

"That has nothing to do with my current reality"...

You're doing extremely well!

I will keep you all posted on my WLS.. because I am sure their are people out there that have or are thinking about it. So far its been easy breezing.

Appreciate!

The more you find something to appreciate, the better it feels. The better it feels, the more you want to do it. The more you do it, the better it feels. The better it feels...the more you want to do it! The Law of Attraction assists with the powerful momentum of these positive thoughts and feelings until, with very little time and effort, you will find your heart singing in your joyous alignment with who you really are! And, in this wonderful-feeling vibration where no resistance exists, you will be in an exaggerated state of ALLOWING -- you will be in the vibrational state where the things that you desire can flow easily into your experience. The better it gets, the better it gets!

- Abraham-Hicks, ASK AND IT IS GIVEN, pp. 143-144 -